{"id":36902,"title":"What is Ended in Love","description":"A meditation on coldness, containment, and transformation. The shift from silent observer to fractured beacon seeking its place.","content":"<p><\/p><p><img src=\"https:\/\/images.teemill.com\/uzyrxrfvacnmzmfdz2zpnmw0dalhl6lmnw1zzlvfmhnjwslf.jpeg.jpeg?w=1140&amp;v=2\" alt=\"uzyrxrfvacnmzmfdz2zpnmw0dalhl6lmnw1zzlvfmhnjwslf.jpeg.jpeg?w=1140&amp;v=2\" \/><\/p><p>I wanted the outside world<\/p><p>to be uninviting: cold, miserable. <\/p><p>Instead, it was good weather, <\/p><p>and I was the one who was cold, <\/p><p>miserable and uninviting.<\/p><p><\/p><p><img src=\"https:\/\/images.teemill.com\/b1npz0g5agi1tlbxgelmg6iqeq18qebfbbk1nnck1hneibb5.jpeg.jpeg?w=1140&amp;v=2\" alt=\"b1npz0g5agi1tlbxgelmg6iqeq18qebfbbk1nnck1hneibb5.jpeg.jpeg?w=1140&amp;v=2\" \/><\/p><p>My shoulders keep creeping up to my chin, <\/p><p>as i return to my bed like a tortoise shell, hidden.<\/p><p><\/p><p><img src=\"https:\/\/images.teemill.com\/go4e7hkkxfmhzacjz0uwibv7crkd1nkwzrxohkbacpxzaa69.jpeg.jpeg?w=1140&amp;v=2\" alt=\"go4e7hkkxfmhzacjz0uwibv7crkd1nkwzrxohkbacpxzaa69.jpeg.jpeg?w=1140&amp;v=2\" \/><\/p><p>The freedom to burn bright,<\/p><p>to project myself to all corners,<\/p><p>like roots in search of my third place.<\/p><p><\/p><p><img src=\"https:\/\/images.teemill.com\/v28td2xsdzm6xbapnbnene0fr1646dzgrj67vnqgsugjs4uo.jpeg.jpeg?w=1140&amp;v=2\" alt=\"v28td2xsdzm6xbapnbnene0fr1646dzgrj67vnqgsugjs4uo.jpeg.jpeg?w=1140&amp;v=2\" \/><\/p>","urlTitle":"what-is-ended-in-love","url":"\/blog\/what-is-ended-in-love\/","editListUrl":"\/my-blogs","editUrl":"\/my-blogs\/edit\/what-is-ended-in-love\/","fullUrl":"https:\/\/lostcampitos.com\/blog\/what-is-ended-in-love\/","featured":false,"published":true,"showOnSitemap":true,"hidden":false,"visibility":null,"createdAt":1708814531,"updatedAt":1769364091,"publishedAt":1769364091,"lastReadAt":null,"division":{"id":209850,"name":"Lost Campitos"},"tags":[{"id":2886,"code":"matteo","name":"Matteo","url":"\/blog\/tagged\/matteo\/"}],"metaImage":{"original":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/l3fg0xppz6pptpsiqvsilkpvmufzqny2emnlwxap3bsqjp62.jpeg","thumbnail":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/l3fg0xppz6pptpsiqvsilkpvmufzqny2emnlwxap3bsqjp62.jpeg.jpg?w=1140&h=855","banner":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/l3fg0xppz6pptpsiqvsilkpvmufzqny2emnlwxap3bsqjp62.jpeg.jpg?w=1920&h=1440"},"metaTitle":"What is Ended in Love","metaDescription":"","keyPhraseCampaignId":null,"series":[],"similarReads":[{"id":24851,"title":"Love","url":"\/blog\/love\/","urlTitle":"love","division":209850,"description":"Artist Matteo Delred and writer Rebecca Mar\u00eda reflect on love. Exploring different types of love, as defined by the Ancient Greeks.","published":true,"metaImage":{"thumbnail":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/umrjnxs7qyv4mmajjpiopam85mxhwjzxx4c4dkt4pztfvz5q.jpeg.jpg?w=1140&h=855","banner":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/umrjnxs7qyv4mmajjpiopam85mxhwjzxx4c4dkt4pztfvz5q.jpeg.jpg?w=1920&h=1440"},"hidden":0},{"id":24941,"title":"Catching On the Fly","url":"\/blog\/catching-on-the-fly\/","urlTitle":"catching-on-the-fly","division":209850,"description":"Writer, Rebecca W Morris, and Photographer, Matteo Delred, capture thoughts and images at the train stops from Jerez de la Frontera to Cadiz on the Cercanias trainline.  For each stop, one piece of writing is written and one photo is chosen.  Seeing the same things they\u2019d seen so many times, but with new eyes.","published":true,"metaImage":{"thumbnail":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/hxf4vqbdejmlykd3ffgu1m8pfwvwi6xgvo0kqtnu50cygkce.jpeg.jpg?w=1140&h=855","banner":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/hxf4vqbdejmlykd3ffgu1m8pfwvwi6xgvo0kqtnu50cygkce.jpeg.jpg?w=1920&h=1440"},"hidden":0},{"id":25084,"title":"Listening To the Birdsong From My Caged Window","url":"\/blog\/listening-to-the-birdsong-from-my-caged-window\/","urlTitle":"listening-to-the-birdsong-from-my-caged-window","division":209850,"description":"Matteo Delred and Rebecca W Morris capture the urban melancholy of being separated from the natural world through poetry and photography.","published":true,"metaImage":{"thumbnail":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/7txvyg55ntk060bcks3mlugsnxi48onvirhfqfsftpnzp0ov.jpeg.jpg?w=1140&h=855","banner":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/7txvyg55ntk060bcks3mlugsnxi48onvirhfqfsftpnzp0ov.jpeg.jpg?w=1920&h=1440"},"hidden":0}],"labels":[]}