{"id":45809,"title":"Separated Me From Sedentary Life","description":"Photography project by Matteo Delred.  I sit by the window, the glass cold against my palm, watching the city stretch out in front of me like all is possible in the light and noise.","content":"<p><\/p><p><img src=\"https:\/\/images.teemill.com\/iiqz53ludqhojjfv01m2ohtjwdbdhaasoekgjjmuw98a4pmg.jpeg.jpeg?w=1140&amp;v=2\" alt=\"iiqz53ludqhojjfv01m2ohtjwdbdhaasoekgjjmuw98a4pmg.jpeg.jpeg?w=1140&amp;v=2\" \/><\/p><p><\/p><p>the view from my kitchen table,<\/p><p>wonky, inherited, i watch the streetlight<\/p><p>come in, the kind of light that can\u2019t commit.<\/p><p>It dithers, it has the same jitter<\/p><p>I\u2019ve been politely ignoring in my own chest.<\/p><p>Not fear, not longing, just the odd sensation<\/p><p>of catching myself in a window and thinking,<\/p><p>me again, before letting the whole moment pass.<\/p><p>When I close the window,<\/p><p>not with force, nothing in this flat<\/p><p>tolerates force, but with gentle resignation,<\/p><p>then the shuffle: socks across the floor,<\/p><p>keys, shoes, a door that can\u2019t open fully,<\/p><p>trapped by the coats hanging in its way.<\/p><p><\/p><p><img src=\"https:\/\/images.teemill.com\/63exld2iqoui6gmykxrzcr9ql5dckc4duhpep4ag1yx4nipo.jpeg.jpeg?w=1140&amp;v=2\" alt=\"63exld2iqoui6gmykxrzcr9ql5dckc4duhpep4ag1yx4nipo.jpeg.jpeg?w=1140&amp;v=2\" \/><\/p>","urlTitle":"separated-me-from-sedentary-life","url":"\/blog\/separated-me-from-sedentary-life\/","editListUrl":"\/my-blogs","editUrl":"\/my-blogs\/edit\/separated-me-from-sedentary-life\/","fullUrl":"https:\/\/lostcampitos.com\/blog\/separated-me-from-sedentary-life\/","featured":false,"published":true,"showOnSitemap":true,"hidden":false,"visibility":null,"createdAt":1737511069,"updatedAt":1767301206,"publishedAt":1767301206,"lastReadAt":null,"division":{"id":209850,"name":"Lost Campitos"},"tags":[],"metaImage":{"original":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/uskmfgghjamamuhaydip2oed1hlzesk8drdl6fxoxw9iycw3.jpeg","thumbnail":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/uskmfgghjamamuhaydip2oed1hlzesk8drdl6fxoxw9iycw3.jpeg.jpg?w=1140&h=855","banner":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/uskmfgghjamamuhaydip2oed1hlzesk8drdl6fxoxw9iycw3.jpeg.jpg?w=1920&h=1440"},"metaTitle":"","metaDescription":"","keyPhraseCampaignId":null,"series":[],"similarReads":[{"id":26438,"title":"I  Neither Liked Nor Disliked It","url":"\/blog\/i-neither-liked-nor-disliked-it\/","urlTitle":"i-neither-liked-nor-disliked-it","division":209850,"description":"Rebecca W Morris and Matteo Delred collaborate through short form text and videos in response to how the world has become so loud, and the impact it has on our desire to be heard and to connect with others.","published":true,"metaImage":{"thumbnail":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/xjxdde9fveoddrvdoh4w5qcox3j6jbkhvrncitrmpndm6itg.jpeg.jpg?w=1140&h=855","banner":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/xjxdde9fveoddrvdoh4w5qcox3j6jbkhvrncitrmpndm6itg.jpeg.jpg?w=1920&h=1440"},"hidden":0},{"id":32114,"title":"Bourgeoitree","url":"\/blog\/bourgeoitree\/","urlTitle":"bourgeoitree","division":209850,"description":"Hostile architecture is defined by its intent to be intentionally \u201cbad\u201d or unwelcoming, attempting to be more anti-social than the perceived anti-social behaviour it aims to discourage. These architectural interventions manifest in various forms, from uncomfortable benches with armrests that prevent sleeping, to the installation of spikes on window sills to deter loitering, to sloped or divided seating arrangements to discourage group gatherings. While proponents argue that these designs are necessary to maintain order and safety in public spaces, the consequences reveal a more sinister motive: to make these spaces unwelcoming for certain individuals, particularly those who may be experiencing homelessness or struggling with mental health issues.","published":true,"metaImage":{"thumbnail":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/pnkmdorpmiwa1ah9fatdak2qxayharbiprmvt0u3msb5veqx.jpeg.jpg?w=1140&h=855","banner":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/pnkmdorpmiwa1ah9fatdak2qxayharbiprmvt0u3msb5veqx.jpeg.jpg?w=1920&h=1440"},"hidden":0},{"id":37281,"title":"Communicating Naturally","url":"\/blog\/communicating-naturally\/","urlTitle":"communicating-naturally","division":209850,"description":"A reflective poem about distance, connection, and the small rituals we create to feel closer to someone we miss \u2014 from making phone calls atop hills to finding meaning on a graffiti-marked bench by the river. A tender meditation on longing, hope, and the fragile magic that keeps us stitched together.","published":true,"metaImage":{"thumbnail":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/mx5aoz3isy9pvtbjv1zmt9gtmu61imixbo7khrc6dzovtlv1.jpeg.jpg?w=1140&h=855","banner":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/mx5aoz3isy9pvtbjv1zmt9gtmu61imixbo7khrc6dzovtlv1.jpeg.jpg?w=1920&h=1440"},"hidden":0}],"labels":[]}