{"id":45809,"title":"Separated Me From Sedentary Life","description":"Photography project by Matteo Delred.  I sit by the window, the glass cold against my palm, watching the city stretch out in front of me like all is possible in the light and noise.","content":"<p><\/p><p><img src=\"https:\/\/images.teemill.com\/iiqz53ludqhojjfv01m2ohtjwdbdhaasoekgjjmuw98a4pmg.jpeg.jpeg?w=1140&amp;v=2\" alt=\"iiqz53ludqhojjfv01m2ohtjwdbdhaasoekgjjmuw98a4pmg.jpeg.jpeg?w=1140&amp;v=2\" \/><\/p><p><\/p><p>the view from my kitchen table,<\/p><p>wonky, inherited, i watch the streetlight<\/p><p>come in, the kind of light that can\u2019t commit.<\/p><p>It dithers, it has the same jitter<\/p><p>I\u2019ve been politely ignoring in my own chest.<\/p><p>Not fear, not longing, just the odd sensation<\/p><p>of catching myself in a window and thinking,<\/p><p>me again, before letting the whole moment pass.<\/p><p>When I close the window,<\/p><p>not with force, nothing in this flat<\/p><p>tolerates force, but with gentle resignation,<\/p><p>then the shuffle: socks across the floor,<\/p><p>keys, shoes, a door that can\u2019t open fully,<\/p><p>trapped by the coats hanging in its way.<\/p><p><\/p><p><img src=\"https:\/\/images.teemill.com\/63exld2iqoui6gmykxrzcr9ql5dckc4duhpep4ag1yx4nipo.jpeg.jpeg?w=1140&amp;v=2\" alt=\"63exld2iqoui6gmykxrzcr9ql5dckc4duhpep4ag1yx4nipo.jpeg.jpeg?w=1140&amp;v=2\" \/><\/p>","urlTitle":"separated-me-from-sedentary-life","url":"\/blog\/separated-me-from-sedentary-life\/","editListUrl":"\/my-blogs","editUrl":"\/my-blogs\/edit\/separated-me-from-sedentary-life\/","fullUrl":"https:\/\/lostcampitos.com\/blog\/separated-me-from-sedentary-life\/","featured":false,"published":true,"showOnSitemap":true,"hidden":false,"visibility":null,"createdAt":1737511069,"updatedAt":1767301206,"publishedAt":1767301206,"lastReadAt":null,"division":{"id":209850,"name":"Lost Campitos"},"tags":[],"metaImage":{"original":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/uskmfgghjamamuhaydip2oed1hlzesk8drdl6fxoxw9iycw3.jpeg","thumbnail":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/uskmfgghjamamuhaydip2oed1hlzesk8drdl6fxoxw9iycw3.jpeg.jpg?w=1140&h=855","banner":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/uskmfgghjamamuhaydip2oed1hlzesk8drdl6fxoxw9iycw3.jpeg.jpg?w=1920&h=1440"},"metaTitle":"","metaDescription":"","keyPhraseCampaignId":null,"series":[],"similarReads":[{"id":36902,"title":"What is Ended in Love","url":"\/blog\/what-is-ended-in-love\/","urlTitle":"what-is-ended-in-love","division":209850,"description":"A meditation on coldness, containment, and transformation. The shift from silent observer to fractured beacon seeking its place.","published":true,"metaImage":{"thumbnail":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/l3fg0xppz6pptpsiqvsilkpvmufzqny2emnlwxap3bsqjp62.jpeg.jpg?w=1140&h=855","banner":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/l3fg0xppz6pptpsiqvsilkpvmufzqny2emnlwxap3bsqjp62.jpeg.jpg?w=1920&h=1440"},"hidden":0},{"id":52650,"title":"False Friends","url":"\/blog\/false-friends\/","urlTitle":"false-friends","division":209850,"description":"...","published":true,"metaImage":{"thumbnail":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/hc29eatqqb4u2ggnwfgfhg7balo12louzj7hguc5mhoggnq4.jpeg.jpg?w=1140&h=855","banner":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/hc29eatqqb4u2ggnwfgfhg7balo12louzj7hguc5mhoggnq4.jpeg.jpg?w=1920&h=1440"},"hidden":0},{"id":45431,"title":"Caballos de la Ciudad","url":"\/blog\/caballos-de-la-ciudad\/","urlTitle":"caballos-de-la-ciudad","division":209850,"description":"photography project by Matteo Delred. There was a time when the horses weren\u2019t just part of the city\u2014they were the city. They carried people, goods, promises\u2014the whole damn city, really\u2014on their broad backs. Each stride they took was a declaration of forward motion, of progress, though it was always slower than we wanted it to be. And that slowness\u2014that insistence on things being done properly, in their own time\u2014was the city\u2019s heart. The engine wasn\u2019t a machine, it was muscle.","published":true,"metaImage":{"thumbnail":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/ki42dp0a6glfqbsuk24z3ryyd1ft4s88rdp7lfctptasgsyd.jpeg.jpg?w=1140&h=855","banner":"https:\/\/images.podos.io\/ki42dp0a6glfqbsuk24z3ryyd1ft4s88rdp7lfctptasgsyd.jpeg.jpg?w=1920&h=1440"},"hidden":0}],"labels":[]}